Cant believed it. I cant believe that i actually pass my SS (hey, not many passed okay and since i didnt even try to do the one and only hw which was about 26 marks in the exam, i thought i would fail) and my emaths and getting such shitty result for science.
I was so sad about my science. Almost everyone got A for physics but i was one of the last few in class! LAST FEW IN CLASS! I USED TO GET A1 FOR SCIENCE AND NOW I GOT A C! I was so goddamn sad. I thought my chem can save me but heck, it is lousy. I lost 5 marks! Careless mistakes okay T.T And so, my science drop from A1 all the way to B4.
But thank god i finally passed my maths. I can believe i beat PW in paper 2. So surreal lor. English was okay, i guess. Not very satisfied with my compo and compre (just pass leh!!) but lucky my summary and letter writing scored A so i would probably get a B or a C for overall.
Chinese was absofuckinglutely crazy. I thought my format was all wrong. I realised this a night after the exam and i worried like crazy because i was so scared i fail. But who knew that my imaginary-not-following-teacher's-format could actually help me scored a pretty good result?
Paper 2 was okay, i guess. Its always the front few pages that drag me down. I scored like A for compre but because the front was shit the whole thing was shit too. The oral which i suck at didnt help either. The only hope was that i would score full marks for listening compre to help me pull up my marks.
Indeed my marks were pulled up. I actually got a teeny weeny higher than XX although her paper 1 and 2 was wayyyyyyyyyyyy above mine. I never beat XX in chinese before and thought that i will never but i actually did it. Shocking or what?
So, i got like, one F, one D, 2 C and 2 B. Not happy with the result though i feel relieve that I PASSED MY MATHS!! HAHAHAS, I FINALLY PASSED IT!! Im scared that this will be my O level result. So i pray that the school standard is much higher if not i might as well commit sucide.
I die die must get A for science, B for eng, maths and chi, C for music and SS and amaths can get D for all i care. I doubt i will be continuing it next year.
Btw, Alicia dropped a bomb today. SHE SAYS SHE MIGHT WANT TO QUIT O LEVEL MUSIC! omfg. But its reasonable, i guess. She can afford to drop music since her amaths is good but for me, its the opposite. My music still stands a chance of passing okay!
Sighs* I feel so stressed and i hate feeling stress because im a laid-back kinda person and i always believed in
"You only live once so you might as well live the life you want." I dont like to give myself pressure because i see my friends and cousins so stressful that i wanna die. I rather be happy than to think about
"what about my future? I need to get into the best job eva. What if i cant support myself when my parents are gone?" because who knows, you may die tomorrow so why worry about such stuff?
Therefore, my great theory is:
Do the things that you like. Dont do stuff that makes you big money but doesnt bring you happiness. Afterall, you cant buy happiness with money, can you?
No CCA today! So goddamn happy :DDDD!
