I know i shouldnt be laughing, i should be feeling bad and guilty but ahh, well...
I cant believe it! I thought my maths was my worst subject ever (inclusive of E and A maths) but! My music beat them to it! Hahahas.
I got.. one percent lesser than my Emaths overall, meaning i failed. At first i kinda feel sad and sorry for myself but heck care la! Its not like i want to teach piano or do some piano related jobs in the future! Playing piano is just a hobby of mine, though i shouldnt say that as my mum spent so much money on it.
So, even if i dont score well for my music exam, who cares? The most important thing is to do well for my ABRSM music. After all, i need not choose music for my L1R5.
Besides, what good is it to feel sad and sorry for yourself? The critical thing is to know your mistakes and do well for the next exam! And i improved from the previous test okay!
Sighs* The only thing im worried about is my position. My position is gonna be pulled down...
Okay! I've decided that i will never touch my com until the weekends. I must strive for myself and for (fillintheblanks). After, i did make a promise and now days, poly is getting harder to get in. I must get into mass comm. Urgh, mugging time starts right after holidays and i swear i will do all my homework (especially maths since i always copy PW and SC and XX homework, lols.)
In order for me to achieve my happiness, i must must must get into poly. By hook or crook, i have to be happy in school again. If not, i seriously will suffer. Besides, if all of us get into poly together, all my hard work and sacrifices will be worth it. Actually, it will worth more than that.
POLY IM COMING TO YOU-UUUU!! lols!
