Okay, forget about the previous post.
IM GOING TO WATCH ANOTHER EPISODE OF FRUITS BASKET.And you know what? I cant believe how Tohru and Xinyi are so alike. Some may call such people foolish but thats exactly what i love most about Xinyi. She is just so kind and selfless.
Sometimes Many times, i wish to be as perfect as her but obviously it ever succeeded -.- And the credits goes to her parents who brought her up well ((:
I guess that is why she never has people hating her before. Except for one stupid, arrogant bitch.
Likewise, Yiling never had anyone hated her before. And she is so optimistic that it rubbed on me. I used to be sooo shy but im glad i met Yiling who taught me how to smile more. I used to keep on wishing to have her life, her perfect life. Its like, everything is in order compared to mine. -.-"
Sihui is the best fun to have around. I admire her braveness, her guts to face up to every problem she has. Although she has much more friends issues than me, but i feel that she is soooo brave to conquer all of them. I would probably run home to cry until i die and never step into the school ever again.
And the best part? Despite all her probs, she is still the fun-to-have-around girl.
I feel so... puny beside them. They are almost perfect while im stuck with my stupid attitude and temper and concentration problem. Im like... Kyo. That hot tempered guy who has some kind of attitude prob. The personality sounds familiar? Well thats because im referring his character traits in analogy to mine, duh.
Sighs, i wonder if i have any unique and good traits? Im funny but Yiling is more funnier. Im nice but i cant be compared to Xinyi. In terms of braveness with Sihui, dont even talk about it. Theres nothing im good in T.T
But then, it is because of my girlfriends that i always believe in BFFS and happily ever after. Theres this recent forum thread about you cant trust people and even the best of friends will back stabbed you. I feel so sad and sorry for them because i've got the world's greatest girlfriends who'll never betray me and i want to share my happiness with others.
I shall pray for them to faster find true and trustworthy friends ^^
Hey, i think i found my trait! I pray for others! Hahahas. Oh wait a minute. Xinyi told in that during primary school, she prayed for the
whole class before going to bed. DAMNIT DAMNIT! How can i ever find my good traits while my girlfriends beat me in everything? Not that i blame you guys for that, after all that is why i love you guys. Thousands of hugs and kisses! <33
Oh well, at least i have the best things in life and im really contented ^^