... I think i have a high chance of failing maths paper 2. I was completely freaked out that i forget the radius of a sphere is also the height of a hemisphere. And when i finally remembered it, i actually wrote the diameter in instead of the radius -.-"

Worse still, now i remembered that i had forgotten to label all my graphs. Tomorrow's Chem and i think i will have a hard time with it. Oh the irony, im online right now, practically ever since i reached home in the afternoon.

I have an ominous feeling about my Mid Term result and i kinda regret not trying harder when i could. So, ive decided. I will do my very best for my Amaths. Because, mum is nagging that ive been playing the computer everyday and she threatened me that if i dont do well, she will not let me continue the tuition. Thats a relief but i don wanna disappoint my mum and its kind of late to say this because i am only left with 3 papers. So, yeah.

I donno why but these days, im missing my besties alot. Perhaps its because of what im watching. I really, really want to go to school with them again. School used to be fun. But now, im dragging myself to school everyday. The only thing im ever looking forward to is the weekends.

And its shockingly boring without YL to joke around or SH to get tease by boys or XY who is always a blur sotong. School is really boring, unlike the past. And i think, all of us have changed, who doesnt? Maybe ive change for the better - a happier me. But i would rather revert back. Because nowdays, im getting way too sarcastic too. I blurt it out before i can stop myself. Thats a bad habit.

Im scared that one day, we changed so much that we cant even understand or accept each other. And thats a tragedy. Because i would probably cry my heart out if i lose my girlfriends.

And im scared because i am the only one who is obviously missing them. I dont see SH, XY or YL openly blog or talk about how much they miss each other, yada yada. Maybe its because im too sensitive and sentimental and i am super comfortable in expressing my feelings to others.

But because they dont tell me how they feel, i feel insecure sometimes as i dono what the rest are thinking - Do they miss me as much as i do? Do they want to be together again? Do they have problems which im not aware of? Do they still remember the fun and happy times we've spent together and stuff like that.
Like, occasionally, you need to hear people saying that they love you or you make them happy kind of stuff. We need compliments, dont we? We need reminders that someone actually likes and remembers us.

But i hear no feedbacks! Probably from YL but SH and XY are zipping their mouth shut! Its been practically half a year since i last talked to XY while SH dont even like, wanna talk to me anymore and i have a feeling she changed alot (Maybe because of some problems, oh i dont know!) T.T

And thus, i dont even remember their likings or dislikings or habits. Ok, in the past we dont usually discuss about our preferences but at least i know a little. And now that we've changed, i dono whether their preferences has changed or not because im not updated.

I am not blaming them because we do have our own schedules but i absolutely WANT TO TALK!! I guess we are drifting apart... Even so, i shall continue in believing in BFF. Because if you have enough faith in it, your wildest dreams will come true.

When you love someone, it can make you feel sad sometimes and sometimes, it can make you feel lonely but it can also make you feel happier than you've ever been.

The fridge is a clear example that what matters is what's inside.