The more i look at my homework, the bigger my headache gets. I doubt i can finish all of them before Christmas, not to say Christmas Eve.
*Sighs*So, im left with half of chinese (which im gonna die die finish by tomorrow), last part of A maths (still wondering how on earth am i going to complete it), last question of SS (i took almost an hour to answer one question) and a
halfway written compo which the
climax and the story plot havent been planned... yet.
You tell me, how am i going to survive Christmas this year?
3 words: Die die die.
Up till now, i seriously doubt that the teacher is thinking straight when he/she put A maths as one of my subjects. Cant that person see how much i loathe maths and how lousy i am in it? Okay, if i study and work hard, A1 for maths isnt a problem.
But that's just it! I dont study hard, especially once June holidays are over. However, i am glad that i didnt get into art class because art is not a subject which you can work hard for, even if you want to.
But why combined science must have A maths? WHY WHY WHY?????
I realised that i never fulfil any resolutions my entire life. Like last year, i kept on telling myself Sec2 is a very important year. In the end, i kept on playing maplestory for the first half of the year, everyday.
But that wasnt so bad because i managed to score A1 for my Maths and Science.
The last half of my year, 1 month before the exams, i have already begun to copy my science notes. Even though that period, i on my computer (not exactly everyday) to listen to songs while i study.
And i got shit results.
You tell me, what justince is there? I play computer get good results. I study hard get shitty results. But cannot be blame la. Because first half of the year, maplestory motivated me to do my homework before i on my com, while the last half of the year, there was nothing to motivate me so i spent my time in class or parade ground copying
abit of homework.
And i conclude,
I MUST DO MY HOMEWORK (NO COPYING) TO ENSURE I GET A's FOR MATHS AND SCIENCE!!!Alrighties, today, i did spring cleaning. I cleared out ALL my books and my rearranged my stuff and 2 huge bags of rubbish is awaiting to be clear now. Last year, i just cleared my books but this year i cleared everything.
My notes from primary 6, airplane ticket from Taiwan (okay, it was my mom's but i cant find mine) and some nostalgic items from primary school was kept in a box. Now, my tables look so clean and tidy except my computer table because my holiday homework is on it as i do my homework in front of my computer.
And, i have signed up for my A maths tuition (i am so gonna need it). 2 lessons per week, 1 month $149.80. Just for a subject, it already cost $150. Crazy anot? Lucky i only have a subject to tuition because even with one subject, my schedule for next year is full.
Monday - 'O' level music lesson
Tuesday - CCA
Wednesday - Piano lesson
Thursday - Amaths tuition
Friday - CCA
Saturday - Tution...again
Sunday - Visit granny
Walao. If i have all subjects for tuition, i doubt i can breathe. Right now, i dont even have privacy for myself. Also, i think i regret choosing music as one of my subject. Firstly, my aunt say its dry. As in, history. What year was this composer was born? What year did he die? What pieces did he composed?
I tell you, im the first to be dead. So far, i only know 3 composers. And that is super bad for a musician like me. Secondly, you need to play 2 different instruments and i dont think i can survive. I know 2 instruments but I rather do theory (even though i suck in it) than doing practical. Because theory can at least erase and try again!! Practical wrong means wrong. No second chance.
And that makes me feel nervous!! Why oh why did i even choose music as a subject? I am going to die next year, seriously.
So for next week, i must finishing watching
Bull Fighting and Hello Miss! Monday and Tuesday are for completing my homework while Wednesday and Saturday are for my Amaths tuition.
Somehow, somehow, i must at least finish watching Hello Miss!
I gave up on X-Family because its making me really confuse, i dont get the plot and i dont understand the jokes. Wondering whats so funny about it. Bull Fighting is quite nice but im more interested in Hello Miss! Okay, okay, Jiayou to me!!
