I dont know why but i feel that XXX is piting herself against me. Everything has to be a competition. And guess who suggested it? She knows she will win. In studies, games, whatever. She is a very smart person.
So why compete with me? Its a fact that im a slacker so how come she wants to challenge me when she knows that im not strong? Go on find tougher competitions, girl. You dont deserve to waste your time on me.
Maybe she's jealous in me for something that im stronger than her. Im sure that i will be better in somethings. After all, no one is perfect. So, perhaps she's so jealous that she compete me with her strong points?
All i have to say is,
ITS BLOODY HELL WORKING.
She made me jealous. Once i had everything. Now, my everything has to be shared with her. Besides that, she kept on trying to make me feel inferior to her.
I TRIED. I tried getting along with her. I admit, it was nice to hang around together when we were not fighting against each other. But everytime, after my hard work pays off, she starts all over again.
Dont tell me that i should just ignore her and the competitions. She sorta insulting me by pointing out all my bad points. And you are telling my not to fight back? Its like someone calling you bitch for no reason and you just smile happily.
FOOLS! I tell you!
We used to be good friends and look what has happened. Am i in the wrong or is she just too compeititive? In any case, she wins. EVERYTHING. I truly hope that she is satisfied because i have nothing left to share with her. Not to even say give.
TIRED, SICK, FED UP. Thats what i am now. She made me feel so lousy that i cry dont know how many times this month. But hey, guess what? Why should i even shed tears for someone like her? I have decided to stop it. End the whole episode. Put everything back in place. Face the future and forget about the past.
Ain't your SiQi positive? Im positive that i
hate dislike her. Hate is a word too strong. After all, when she stop piting herself against me, i could still like her (:
No, i will not cry anymore.
No, i shall stop being jealous.
No, i will not hate her.
No, i will not continue to treat her as an rival.
No, i will not be gloomy again.
No, i will not be emo because of her.
Yes, i will go back to the positive SiQi
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cryP.S I didnt use Imeem because it only has 30 seconds preview -.- How dumb is that?
