All the studying finally got into my head. I went to sleep after eating my lunch and bathing. When i woke up, i heard the door unlocking. I glanced at my clock which says 7.oo. Unfortunetly, it is not a digital clock so i thought i was SATURDAY, 7 am in the morning.

I saw my sister coming into the bedroom. She was wearing her school uniform. I asked her why was she going to school so early? She said she CAME back from school.

At that time, i was still in blur state and thought that she is crazy. Going and coming back from school at 7 am??? So i asked her why did she went to school. My sister gave me a weird expression before walking out.

I was pondering about it when i realised i was wearing my home clothes instead of my pyjamas. MOE exams has cooked my brain!

Onto serious stuff now.

I WANT MY 3RD EARHOLE!!
I have been considering about it since yesterday. I really want it but, there are ALWAYS obstacles blocking me from achieving my dream.


Reason no 1: Friends
So far, only 2 people strongly disagree with me. Shirleen totally thinks that im immoral but will support me as a friend if i insist. Still, she thinks im under influence.

ME? INFLUENCE? TO THE HELL WITH IT! I AM NOT UNDER ANY INFLUENCE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
You dont believe do you? Well, i will prove it to you! Here are the list of suspects.

Suspect no 1 Xingxuan - She has only 2 earholes. However she does not wear earrings.

Suspect no 2 Jia hui - She used to have earholes. But she let them close.

Suspect no 3 Ching Hsia - I dont talk to her unless its about schoolwork.

Suspect no 4 Hui yun - She was TOTALLY enthu when i told her about it. However, i only knew that she thinks having 3 earholes is cool until today.

Suspect no 5 Jerene - She told me that she asked her mother about it. Her mother refused. But i only knew that she wants it only yesterday.

Suspect no 6 Zena - She got her 3rd and 4th earholes pierced yesterday. But i only talk to her during morning morning assembly. HOW CAN SHE INFLUENCE ME DURING THAT 20 MINUTES?

Suspect no 7 Alicia - As if! She was one of them who totally disagree. I asked her if she wants to get her first earholes but she refused due to her phobia of pain.

Suspect no 8 Shirleen - No way, she doesnt even have earhole to begin with!

Suspect no 9 Sihui - I only knew that she even has earholes today! So much for that!

SEE? No one is influencing me! Dont be so wary people! I AM NORMAL!!

I dont know about you but having seeing so many people getting more than 2 earholes, 3 seems pretty normal to me.

Reason no 2: Waste of money
I am wondering if will i ever regret on my 3 earholes. I can let it close but its a waste of money!

Besides, i could get addicted. Once i get my earhole done, i probably think that getting 4th 5th 6th earholes are nothing at all! Except that it look freaky! 4 earholes seems weird =.=

Reason no 3: Family (biggest issue of all)
My family will kill slaughter me if i ever get another earhole. They treat me as if i am a rebel. I know that im not good in my parents book. I started acting rebellious when i am 10. But i have changed! Still, they are wary of me and things are edgy. One wrong move and there goes my family;broken. No one wants that do they?

Even if my mummie and daddie does not find out, my aunts will. They are the ones who bring me out shopping and most of my earrings comes from them. If i ever try they earrings they bought in front of them, they are bound to find out about it and scream at me.

Okay. Lets just say that no one finds out. But i still dont like it! I cant wear my earstick at home or anywhere near my family and relatives. THEN WHATS THE POINT ABOUT GETTING A EARHOLE? Its totally meaningless.

I tried 'asking' my mummie about it today. I started off talking about my sister's earrings. Blahblahblah. Then i said: My school got lots of people have more than 2 earholes. She goes eeyer!! And ask if i want to follow them. I shook my head quickly. I dont want to arouse any suspicion. Her tone was flatless and it sounds as if she trust me NOT to get more than 2 earholes. But i do want a 3rd earhole mummie!

Mummie oh mummie, why wouldnt you let me have it? One more is no difference than one less is there? Besides, dont you want your daughter to be happy?

Bianca, arent you glad that you are dark? Your mummie saw your earhole but thought that they are moles. She didnt even spot your lip stud, did she?

I WANT MY 3RD EARHOLE!!!!

Goddamnit! Who's the one who get me into this idea? Now im constantly addicted to it!! RWAR~`

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