Its so hard to say...

Both I love you and I dont love you...

It seems so easy to an outsider but that's not the truth.

They are not experiencing it so they will never understand

I tried to force it out of my mouth, but it seems so hard.

I JUST CAN'T SPIT THE WORDS OUT!!!

Even a simple 'Im not ready for a relationship'.

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO SAY IT??

-*Silence*-

Its probably the most scariest thing that does not even seem scary.

I don't want to hurt anyone and I don't want a relationship.

What should I do?

I will have to answer the question today.

I had been dreading this for a very long time.

I am going to say it...

I will say it...

I must say it...

I can say it...

I love you not.

Be brave!!