Yesterday I could not sleep...
I suddenly remember the first time
I took airplane...
That day, my popo slept over at our house...
She tried to make me sleep...But I cant...
She told me stories...massaged me...
But I was so excited...
I finally slept at 3am & woke at 6 am...
The feeling of getting so excited came back to me
yesterday...
I know, I shouldn't have this feeling
since I took 3 times of airplane...
But this is my first time going to a winter country...
And celebrate christmas over there.
My aunt said we would be decorating christmas tree...
Just like yesterday I decorated a tree in maple...
I havent felt that kind of feeling for a very long time...
Maybe its because its the first time Im separate with
my mum for 2 weeks...
I know, last time when I was 5,
I lived in my ah ma's house cause my parents are working...
When I was 7, I came back to Tampines...
In my school, everyone knew each each other...
except me...
I remember that lonely feeling...I have people to
sit with me during recess...
but nobody wants to know the real me...
cause they're fine with everything...
Then, finally in P5,
Xinyi came & talk to me...And we became
best friends...Through her,
I met Yiling...
So we're the thrios...
Our relationship was so strong that we decided
to become sworn sister...
We DID do the swore...in our school...
In P6, Sihui came & join us...
Even though we felt that it was very troublesome
to do the swore all over again,
we reconizge her as one of us...
Then Isabel came...And became very close to us...
So there, our family...
In Secondary, we went to different schools...
I hate it...
I have to open up myself all over again...
We DID call each other
But after a few months, we stop
Then when Yiling's birthday came,
we went to her house & celebrate.
It was on that day,
I knew that no matter what happens,
our bond will never changed...
It was like back to the old times...so nice...
One reason that they're my best friends
is because they accept me as who I am...
They never look down on me...
They always support me...
Most of all...
I could be the real me with them...
So there...
Who said I was shy?
I just express myself...
So there...
Haiz...nth to say le
I guess its...
Buaiis...
& merry christmas
=)
